do any stonerexic’s have any tips for avoiding eating everything in the damn house after smoking 😭 not smoking is just not an option for me. i never seem to care very much in the moment but afterwards i feel disgusting

i got these jeans for my birthday abt a month ago and they are way too small, the buttons keep popping open and all that 😭 wearing them today to try and motivate myself to keep that damn fork away from my mouth i havent had a successful fast in months and it shows i fear…

love the lil mini diet cokes they make me feel so dainty

why do i practice self-care better when im relapsing…im like oh if im not eating may as well clean my room and do the dishes and wash my face like girl please 😭

am i the only bitch who legitimately thinks diet coke tastes better than regular coke 😭😭 even when i was in recovery diet come was my go to drink

my ex dmed me out of the blue and ive been having an insane ptsd reaction over it all day. i thought i already had him blocked but apparently not so i blocked him immediately but ive been having panic attacks all day :(

i love my bf he takes very good care of me and i appreciate it but at the same time its like man…
the other day i binged sm i ended up throwing up and he was like “its good that you ate that much” bro i regret to inform you its not good to eat so much you get sick 😭 ed or no ed

one thing abt me is i am too lazy to try and find moots 90% of the time 😭😭

trying to make an 4na playlist…does anyone have any song recs?
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

recently just been binging super bad and my usual vent spot (edblr) is just not enough anymore 😩 so here i am

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-fawn
-23
-5’5”
-cw: 125 gw: 105
tw for ed, sh, ptsd and bpd thoughts
may talk about my trauma sometimes which includes sensitive topics including physical, emotional, and sexual abuse
i fb shed accts 18+ !