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herecomethatyan.bsky.social
Yan
@herecomethatyan.bsky.social
Yup it's me
HOO WEE i love putting myself in situations then getting triggered right after
October 27, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Its so hard for me to want to get close to others but then I feel shitty for being alone alot now ugh man
IT DOESNT HELP PEOPLE KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT STREAMERS I WAS CLOSE WITH THAT IM NOT ON SPEAKING TERMS WITH ANYMORE IM GOING TO LOSE MY HEAD
October 27, 2025 at 10:18 AM
Tfw theres ppl I dont want following me yet I cant remove them as followers :x
October 26, 2025 at 4:37 AM
Also I like how people assume im close and friends with EVERYONE when thats not the case at all the 2 main people that found me through them arent even on speaking/acknowledging terms with me soo....yeah please dont assume relations with people please? Thanks?
October 6, 2025 at 5:15 PM
Not gonna lieeeeeee whenever people who are friends with others im not on so good/comfy terms with and they openly talk about them like their bffs my body like implode by like 2 percent cause I just dont wanna hear it :x
September 30, 2025 at 12:46 AM
Even standing next to others in xiv I just, feel like they're judging me? No response from them of me saying hello or etc and its just

Silence. My throat fucking closed up im so tired and....ugh man I wanna just stand next to my friend and not have someone make me feel like shit please.? Thank you
September 26, 2025 at 3:52 AM
Not gonna lie after cutting out my toxic friend group im so fucking lonley dude haha
Part of me misses them? Like im willing to put up with their bullshit again because being alone sucks bruh
September 23, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Ive kinda accepted where I am in terms of social spaces and bubbles

Though I'm sad I don'tthink ill ever really talk to some people again it is what it is but im genuinely really happy with the new people Ive met though I don't feel anxious talking to them 8u8 they are really sweet too
September 19, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Im 3mil away from being able to buy the yan mount IM RIGHT THERE
September 12, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Defenitly feeling better today

Ive talked with homies and explained my situation the past few days and they were very kind and and understanding

Still recovering through stuff but im hoping to get back in the saddle soon!
September 11, 2025 at 4:07 PM
These people took me through an the ultimates, took me through savage, watched movies, grew a connection only to have them spit in my face and helped ruin my connections outside their group.
I'm just really hurting right now
September 9, 2025 at 6:16 PM
Imagine people you've known for a multitude of years thought they had your best interest in mind when it was all a lie full of jealousy and hate

I'm so fucking upset
September 9, 2025 at 6:15 PM
If you see this message your part of the cool kids club welcome to my personal vent journal
September 9, 2025 at 6:43 AM
I hate that people Ive known for more than 4 years fucked me over, over the most pettiest of shit I'm so tired.
September 9, 2025 at 5:58 AM
Halooooo :3c
August 2, 2025 at 2:23 PM
"Oh hey how come your not in these events?" Idk why are you prying into personal buisiness?

Actually buh moment lol
July 13, 2025 at 9:19 AM
oh fug wait a minute i forgor his account is here OOP MY B FAM lol hi how yall doin <3;;;
July 7, 2025 at 3:42 AM
Tfw you and your squad are all max in field op and when one says "oh I have someone!" They're level 11. We didn't have a good time tonight lmao
June 1, 2025 at 10:06 AM
I think in the next week or so I wanna try to slowly get back into fru ive been wanting to do it for the longest time lol
Tbh I just don't wanna do reclears anymore and I think Im just mentally done with the raid tier
May 30, 2025 at 8:23 PM
me and the boys farming gold
May 29, 2025 at 8:09 AM
Uh hi how's it going lol
May 27, 2025 at 8:11 PM