can’t believe it’s already been 1 year since I started making videos

a huge thanks to everyone who’s followed along here and on patreon, your support means so much!! :]

Even now, I can still see her when I close my eyes. It doesn’t fade. It’s like she’s burned into me somehow. My mind keep replaying every line, every glance, every single moment she existed in front of me. I don’t think I’ll ever recover from this.

She’s the kind of person that makes the world feel gentle again. The way she smiles, the way she tilts her head slightly when she talks, the softness in how she moves, it’s too much. It’s unbearable in the best way possible. My chest still hurts from how cute she is.

During the pool scene, I actually stood up without realizing. I couldn’t blink. I didn’t want to. Every second of her felt sacred, like something I wasn’t supposed to witness but couldn’t look away from.

I couldn’t stop clapping and crying every time she appeared. I tried to hold it in, but my body just moved on its own.

The way she speaks, the tiny expressions she makes, the warmth in her eyes, she’s too sweet. Too perfect. I genuinely don’t think my heart was built to handle someone like her.