Am I still angry? Well, what's the point? You can't reverse time. My Dad has gone too now. I don't want to remember that time, who does? There's no 'justice' for my parents.

Will lessons be learned? I doubt it.

OK, thanks. Navigating Z's first year of adulthood has taken up most of my time TBH but we're almost there now with a passport and a bank account so that's my yearly achievements ticked off.

So I think it's safe to say that I have my mojo back!

Z is out three times a week and has a tutor on Thursdays at home, so life is quite radically different to this time last year 😁

Hopefully, some overnight respite is on the way too. Fingers crossed.

Exactly what happened to me. GP has been able to swing it due to Z's vulnerability in previous years but no deal this time.

Dark. Time to rest, recover and plan for the brightest days.

We're here whenever you want us to be. How are you doing?