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hell-or-flying.bsky.social
Shay - entering recovery
@hell-or-flying.bsky.social
19 - He/him
Autism, adhd, bpd, pcos
Dni under 16

I threw my scale away today
October 27, 2024 at 10:17 PM
K guys im sorry to do this after going full ed mode while making this account but im entering recovery so wish me luck
October 23, 2024 at 12:03 PM
Guys i think im genuinely in sh recovery, for the last time. Like this is the moment i will stop using that coping mechanism as a default when shit gets too heavy for me to cope with in healthy ways.
October 21, 2024 at 5:58 PM
Oh and i saw an old man run after a kid on a fatbike bc ur not allowed to bike in the city during store open hours
October 21, 2024 at 1:28 PM
So im shopping, im one store and someone walks up to me saying i can only pay in cash cause the system isnt working, i go to the next store and the light randomly turns off LOL luckily it turned on again after a minute or two
October 21, 2024 at 1:26 PM
Its 3am and my body and brain are just refusing to shut off. Can we sleep now?
October 21, 2024 at 1:10 AM
So uhm my mom came over and it was a little unexpected and i forgot to put my satisfyer away but luckily i happened to throw something on it, it has been laying out in the open for like 3 days😭
October 20, 2024 at 10:54 PM
I forgot iced coffee had calories for a sec
October 20, 2024 at 7:18 PM
Im so bloated from yesterdays binging
October 20, 2024 at 7:17 PM
Every now and then i still put this song on repeat and it just doesnt turn into shit
October 20, 2024 at 7:14 PM
I love my mom sm, i used to struggle with our relationship so much but it feels so much better now and i think we’re in a healthier space than we’ve ever been
October 20, 2024 at 5:32 PM
Maybe its not that serious
October 20, 2024 at 3:23 PM
Welp today is the day i found out that stretching also tears ur muscles to make them longer so essentially the same thing is happening as when you workout to make them stronger
Since i started stretching, my joints rarely hurt, but i also wake up so sore every single day, i can feel my muscles tightening while im just existing for a couple hours
October 20, 2024 at 1:54 PM
Since i started stretching, my joints rarely hurt, but i also wake up so sore every single day, i can feel my muscles tightening while im just existing for a couple hours
October 20, 2024 at 11:43 AM
I ate so much today, such high cal foods, im gonna have to exercise purge this so hard if i want to get rid of it tomorrow
October 19, 2024 at 11:11 PM
I just spend 25 minutes boxing with my vr headset and i probably should’ve turned gps off on my watch, but i burned 219 CALORIES?? I looked it up it might actually be correct
October 19, 2024 at 4:48 PM
I love rice pudding so much i dont even care about the amount of calories
October 19, 2024 at 3:57 PM
Seeing my ex best friend become worse and worse on twitter and their behaviour honestly makes me miss them less because theyre literally allowing themselves to make rape jokes and saying its fine because ‘this is the internet’ like i know youre not okay and your bpd is going insane but what the FUCK
October 19, 2024 at 3:45 PM
Scrolling on caterpillarsky while im actually eating a high cal food making me eat 1500 cals in one sitting✨
October 19, 2024 at 1:34 PM
Whenever my collarbones show like this it makes me so happy
October 19, 2024 at 1:29 PM
Im snacky today and im not sure i mind rn
October 19, 2024 at 1:27 PM
Hopped on twitter for 2 seconds and yes this place is better
October 19, 2024 at 1:26 PM
I think i figured out how to censor images now
October 19, 2024 at 11:56 AM
Reposted by Shay - entering recovery
i feel like we are all the new kids at school becoming friends
#caterpillarsky
October 19, 2024 at 6:06 AM