oh, i wish.

it's fiction (it might me out of print but relatively easy to find for sale online or through the library [the latter being how i first found it.])

i was thinking of you, when i was reading it!

'a special place: the heart of a dark matter.'
(it's a novella that was originally part of what became 'a dark matter' and some of it was [in a different form] in 'the skylark.' and i really believe it's the most disturbing thing he ever published, just a masterwork of dread.)

this literally feels insane to read.

FUCKIN' YUP.

yes yes yes

that place is just so exhausting.

i spent a bit of time in the woods watching the rain fall so it's been decent, so far.

it never fucking ends.

bleargh.

fuckin' yup.

i honestly can't make sense of this.
like, it's only two words but it opens up so many questions that i probably don't want the answers to.

now this is the content i signed up for.

it's literally WHAT IF ELLROY WROTE A GREEK TRAGEDY and it rules.

it's honestly better than the first one.

hell fucking yes.