Lolive Oil
@hecc-my-uwu.bsky.social
it/she | 27/f/moon | afa/blitz/whatevs
cat-shaped abandonware.
if there is a creator, it messed up on this one
cat-shaped abandonware.
if there is a creator, it messed up on this one
Pinned
eating and eating and eating to try to stop the spiraling until I get sick and feel even worse and suddenly I realize I'm purging again and feel even worse and spiral is going faster and faster and faster and I feel the grip loosening and slipping back away to the depths
August 18, 2025 at 1:58 PM
eating and eating and eating to try to stop the spiraling until I get sick and feel even worse and suddenly I realize I'm purging again and feel even worse and spiral is going faster and faster and faster and I feel the grip loosening and slipping back away to the depths
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I've been flipping between mania and being passively suicidal again for a few months now and I desperately need to get it off my chest, so I'll hide it here! :3c
August 16, 2025 at 8:09 PM
I've been flipping between mania and being passively suicidal again for a few months now and I desperately need to get it off my chest, so I'll hide it here! :3c
I miss the start of the summer when I was happy
dunno why that was such a peak, but I miss a whole lot
I don't want to be sad anymore
dunno why that was such a peak, but I miss a whole lot
I don't want to be sad anymore
August 9, 2025 at 7:27 PM
I miss the start of the summer when I was happy
dunno why that was such a peak, but I miss a whole lot
I don't want to be sad anymore
dunno why that was such a peak, but I miss a whole lot
I don't want to be sad anymore
I want someone to hit me to make me stop swearing, mostly because it'll just be a constant string of "ow, fuck"
a picture of a girl with a cat ear and the words cat nonsense
ALT: a picture of a girl with a cat ear and the words cat nonsense
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August 4, 2025 at 2:41 PM
I want someone to hit me to make me stop swearing, mostly because it'll just be a constant string of "ow, fuck"
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Smug princess and her pet sister~
July 24, 2025 at 7:51 PM
Smug princess and her pet sister~
I miss night time. I miss the moon and the stars.
I really need to scream into the void
I really need to scream into the void
July 25, 2025 at 8:20 PM
I miss night time. I miss the moon and the stars.
I really need to scream into the void
I really need to scream into the void
I am also a jackass dyke
July 25, 2025 at 7:40 PM
I am also a jackass dyke
having been confronted with my own mortality again I've ended up thinking way too much about how short of a time I'll likely be around for
like the whole "didn't expect to see 20" thing from poor mental health aside, my physicality leaves lots to be desired
like the whole "didn't expect to see 20" thing from poor mental health aside, my physicality leaves lots to be desired
July 22, 2025 at 4:18 PM
having been confronted with my own mortality again I've ended up thinking way too much about how short of a time I'll likely be around for
like the whole "didn't expect to see 20" thing from poor mental health aside, my physicality leaves lots to be desired
like the whole "didn't expect to see 20" thing from poor mental health aside, my physicality leaves lots to be desired
dysphoria about the fact that humans don't have any blinking lights or glowing bits
July 18, 2025 at 4:10 PM
dysphoria about the fact that humans don't have any blinking lights or glowing bits
just in time for >w< :3 ^u^ *glomps* and whatever else uwu
July 18, 2025 at 2:59 PM
just in time for >w< :3 ^u^ *glomps* and whatever else uwu
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once again reminded of the poor dumb hedgehog I rescued from a fence and I'm missing it dearly TwT
June 2, 2025 at 7:53 PM
once again reminded of the poor dumb hedgehog I rescued from a fence and I'm missing it dearly TwT
lighting a big strawberry icecream scented candle and lamenting my lack of energy
June 2, 2025 at 2:24 PM
lighting a big strawberry icecream scented candle and lamenting my lack of energy
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my psyche feels like a bag of gravel rather than a complete thing on the best of days, but I think I've mostly figured out where all the dissociation and stuff has lead me
a picture of a girl with a cat ear and the words cat nonsense
ALT: a picture of a girl with a cat ear and the words cat nonsense
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May 27, 2025 at 5:32 PM
my psyche feels like a bag of gravel rather than a complete thing on the best of days, but I think I've mostly figured out where all the dissociation and stuff has lead me
today is a nest day, so I'm just gonna stay in my lil nest all day ^w^
May 25, 2025 at 1:41 PM
today is a nest day, so I'm just gonna stay in my lil nest all day ^w^