HALLO :D

all the things that calm me down, bring me comfort, and help me destress have only done the opposite. I get more stressed because I feel like I’m wasting time. everything feels like a waste of time and it just makes me feel guilty and useless. I can’t even read a book without guilting myself

I need to like reset I need time to just recover from everything that’s been chipping away at my head. there’s never enough time for everything

you are so beautiful here pup ❤️

ever since I got jumpscared by his music in halo 2 anniversary I am on edge that any mick gordon sounding banger is his fault

why why why why why why why is it so hard why can’t I just do it I’ve done it for half a year im
Such a failure why can’t I just do this simple task I skipped a day already because I couldn’t get myself to do it and now im sitting here again a fucking complete failure I can’t even be trans correctly

iv’e been listening to this song over and over to calm myself down and no matter what my heart beats so fast I can’t breath properly

open.spotify.com/track/5CpBey...

sitting here so long failing that my alcohol wipe dries up and I have to break open another one to wipe the spot again

thank you 😭🥺

we did it :3c

what about all the fun little friends and creatures you haven’t met yet :(

results?

:( oh no you poor thing I wish I could’ve rubbed your back..