Like damn I just wanna cry lol

sentence in Japanese. And I think about that kindness a lot now -- not just because I'm missing JP -- and it gives me at least a little bit of hope.

they also loaned me a futon and lights because I didn't have a bed or a light in the room I'd sleep in while I was there. They invited me to breakfast the next day, and checked in on me each day I was there to make sure I was okay and getting settled despite barely being able to form a coherent

This is the extra motivation I need to finish Demons Roots hell yeah