He really said he doesn't want to go. He basically did die, because he said - in the cafe with Wilford - that it basically is dying, for him.

Fuck fuck fuck dude. I'm not going to get over this.

I'll be honest, I watched for David Tennant.

I don't even wanna continue. I'm ruined...

But goddammit, the Doctor can never be happy can he? His clone gets Rose, but the Doctor can't because he lives for a long time. I'm so gRRRAAHHH!!

It hurts my heart! It hurts me bro! 😭

Tag me in guys, I'll love him myself! I have a Time Lord OC for him too.

I just wanna see him happy.

Oh yeah I did. It made me so damn sad and tear up. Man--

Ahh Oki - I'll keep it in mind. :]

I just need a break is all. Also my internet is being shit so I'm waiting on that too.

I'll probably most my thoughts and stuff after I watch season 4 and everything. :]

(I just want 10 to be happy... 😔)

I was a mess for like an hour after they said goodbye, especially when 10 was crying, I wanted to hug him so bad. I don't like the thought of him being alone, especially since Rose and him were so locked in together! I tear up when I think about it.

I'll definitely continue watching!

I was sad when 9 left, but he left happy and proud because he saved Rose. 10 was immediately my vibe, so charming. I fell in love with him. Rose is definitely a favorite too, I relate to her a lot haha. So when the final came around, I was denying it. It's like all my favorite characters die on me!

This is one of the few TV shows that actually made me sob like a baby.

Rose stronger than me, after the Doctor disappeared I'd probably end it all dude, depressed and everything. Like what? Being separated forever, worrying and yearning for the other, is worse than death.

Oh! Oh man! 😭

Well shit, I can't blame you. I'd be upset as fuck if I ended up seeing that (I love Rose so it genuinely would have upset me if I got spoiled earlier/before I saw what happened. I would have definitely maybe taken a break or something lol).

Oh my god, I can't imagine watching the final like that. That's crazy. 💀
At least it brought you back in haha.

Also trying to figure out if he should be human before he died, or if he's a fallen angel pushed to damnation. I don't want to give him a empathetic backstory. I might not even give one since the mystery would be fun...we'll see where I go with this.

Just wanted to lay my thoughts out on here.

He'd definitely be super annoying though, and persistent. I'm just trying to figure out if he'd appear as an apparition for Lucia since he's connected to her, or he'd be just black smoke for her. Or black smoke for everyone else, but for her she can see his ideal form.

Her name is Lucia Barlow, but I haven't decided on the demons name yet. I want him to be creepy and possessive, like a 'this is my food source and property' kind of way.

I already figured she'd use magical seal and put them on her body to prevent him from possessing her.

I think it would be because she'd have a powerful soul that's tuned to magic and stuff, ya know? So, the demon would want to manipulate and siphon off of the energy.

I also just want someone to like...control magic too. Maybe a spiritual magic? Or just...magic in general. There's all kinds.