i do at least want to thank my mutuals on here for putting up with me for this long. this year was only really slightly better than 2024 for me, but given everything, that's all it really needed to be. i hope next year treats us all a little better

doesnt really help matters of course that using social media tends to spike my anxiety more often than not... still, i dont want to give up on being here, either, so long as it remains a viable outlet

its a weird combination of not feeling like i have anything interesting to post about, and the things that are substantial enough feeling too difficult to open up about

been feeling this a lot 🤝