i love dogsitting dont get me wrong but it definitely teaches me what breeds i will not get as an adult lmao

didnt bring my cpap because the last time i brought it to this house the puppy fucking pissed all over it
luckily i dont live too far from this house so ive been driving home after feeding them breakfast and letting them out to sleep in my bed with my dog (and my cpap)

homesick/separation anxiety temporarily curbed by having a half hour facetime with my mama 🥰
2 more nights i can DO THIS!!!

unfortunately the puppy i was taking care of last week got to my first journal, but im hoping by the end of the month to be officially moved to my new one :)
peep the lil freddy sticker i got in a $7 mystery pack of flocked fnaf stuff, cuz im not sure i can do stickers that pop out again

no, exactly 2 years ago yesterday (at the time of writing) and i picked out the new one yesterday. theres also been breaks here and there, but ive kept up with it pretty consistently the past almost 5 months since before my gramma passed.

hate being perceived...... but also hate *not* being perceived............grrrrr

besides the one person who commented on the other video referencing a video that has been privated for....a while....
brother do u not have anything better to do??

it is legit in both my mom and my dads side of the family and like i dont even remember *what* made me think i wasnt

i will never understand how tf i managed to convince myself i wasnt autistic for so long, after being fairly certain at the age of like 12