honestly i get annoyed because on top of this, my mother also frequently uses "psychotic" and "ocd" as insults. like the sheer amount of people that think it doesn't do any harm to use terms they apparently know nothing about as insults alarms me

i should just delete everything

why do i bother saying anything bro nobody reads this shit anyway half the people i know are content to pretend i don't exist

i can't stand the thought of not being able to feel alive at any point in my lifetime

the thought of spending the rest of my life having to hop around retail locations when i can find something is terrifying, the thought of bearing my soul to the world in something and having it go as unnoticed as i do is equally as terrifying, because that would mean i wasted everything to me

i think part of it is that i will only be happy if i feel like i have done something fulfilling and created something worthwhile, but there isn't anything i could create that nobody else could, nothing that would fill that role

i can either compromise my mental health for money or compromise money for my mental health and every outcome is the same

why am i even alive i have no purpose and nobody even cares that i exist nothing is going to fucking change

i don't know how to calm down about this but i am practically in physical pain from how distraught i am

hi! sorry to answer this (not sure if it's the answer you're looking for either), i know we don't know each other, but a simple way is to use ibispaint! import the image, use the Clear White (Color) option, add a layer below, fill it with the color you want, then make the layer above visible again!

growing........... 👍

what are you summoning on that plate 😭

like drama didn't "seem to follow" them, they were aggressive with people around them and didn't understand that people were right to not enjoy it and convinced themselves that "i could beat your ass" was a phrase that made them exempt from criticism