So little time to draw

Imgnna throewup

I will if it still lets me. I read mine now that im free. 🥹🥹 i will throw up. You guys are so cool uee.. thank you. Im very happy

^ this freak lied. Im still awakw

Anyway the red thing had been streaminf for toomany hours and i managed to tune in for the very last 2mins pf stream and that was nice so im going back fo sleep again

Im really scared. I dont know what ill do if i dont get in anywhere. Every single denial that i Know is coming is going to irreparably damage the little self esteem i have left lolol

Nothing i can do. Out of my hands. My future is out of my hands. Isnt that funny. have i worked hard enough. Do i deserve any of this. Am i too stupid to see that its hopeless? I dont know

i just need to edit that last essay tomorrow and send in the last application and after that there wil be nothing more i xan do. Ill just have to pray

Hello degradation sleeper agent in my head. Hello.

Utah 💀💀💀💀💀

Trying to get my brain to form a coherent yume thought without having to write a 10pg doc