#BookSky

i see the terminally online girlies have discovered ethel cain !!

i cannot begin to express how uncomfortable i get with some mods that have my breast size but people use it in a way that just feels so... fetishizing. i have no way of knowing their own body issues but it just... makes my skin crawl.

i started playing a new game just bc of this friend and they just constantly... have excuses towards me on why they can't do runs with me. drives me insane.

so uncomfortable when i realize how much my mental illness impacted me because i didn't have access to resources and a safe household and a safe school when i younger and now i have to unpack this shit in my 30s. cool cool cool.

didnt really realize how much i mask around my parents just for things to go well and i don't end up feeling like an outcast weirdo with them!~ so thats rad to realize. :)

bruh i need to find more social groups with people who do stuff not at 12:30 am ... pls im OLD.

idk how to feel rn.... i'd picked today as my cat's birthday bc he was born on a farm and my aunt didn't know for sure. on the 10th 2 years ago, he passed away very suddenly. its so weird to go through that grief to the other side and panic that i don't feel that way often anymore.

i hate that people take advantage of me being so easy going, so ready to go with what ever happens. :) and then on the other side of the coin, unwilling to tell me bad news bc they dont want me to be sad?

i'm an adult, not a child. start fucking treating me like one, good lord. i'm older than y'all

maybe none of this shit really matters in the end, but i do love that in the same week i closed the door on one friendship, i opened up the door to another :) with a literal gift of cedar.

please know that her entire vibe can be summed up as either "burning everything to ashes to rise again with claw and fang" or "orca swimming in waters tainted with eldritch blood"

#oc:druidoftheflame #worldofwarcraft #wowrp

bunny

very tired of this friend group forgetting i exist. we get along great, but they all genuinely feel into that common trap of "we're poly and we have 0 accountability on showing up for others".

case in point: me making party plans a month in advance and just no one cared to remember lol

sorry for anyone who followed for wow things, i still wanna write about my silly little thoughts here. but also need to scream into the void until i'm hoarse though.

if you're every worried you're a loser, just remember: i'm twice as pathetic with how many chances i give people for my attention ✨

montserrat, my beloved ❤️‍🔥

#worldofwarcraft #wowoc #oc:montserrat

love my lil freak ... she bites the hand that feeds and its infectious !! wet grungy rabid werewolf doomed to bite and ravage and kill (she can never hide it) :'')

things that are disgustingly cringe about me: i would absolutely be the kind of girl who would've been committed to the nunnery bc she would've been too unruly and too fucking weird if this was 800+ years ago

imagine picking ur new name and ur still struggling with how to pronounce it 🤪