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hansneckpillow.bsky.social
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@hansneckpillow.bsky.social
Fan account. Multi. BTS, SKZ, SVT & ATZ.
Whovian still looking for Narnia.
Haven't been active here for a while, but instagram provides!
January 29, 2025 at 8:29 PM
Wondering if i should start the nee singles inferno and be equally disappointed that all the men want the same girl as always, or if I should just leave it be? 🤔
January 18, 2025 at 3:24 PM
So it's definitely Celaena>Bryce>Feyre for me.
January 11, 2025 at 2:11 PM
The reason why Celaena is my favourite Sarah J. Maas queen is that she actually worked hard and was THE BEST assassin before she became a total badass. I mean, I love Bryce's sass, but both her and Feyre were like "I'm cool and all, but in the blink of an eye, I am the ultimate warrior."
January 11, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Thinking if i should drop the presence, but then again, I think we're both switching between these two roles.
My friend told me "He's old enough to hear that you're in love with him and not get scared," but my history with people and deep insecurities are still holding me back.
My guilty pleasure romance plot is when the enthusiastic flirt suddenly stops chasing after the quiet nonchalant, forcing them to drop the pretence and reveal just how profoundly, ridiculously in love they really are. Impeccable stuff.
December 31, 2024 at 9:43 AM
Naksu/Mu-Deok is so badass! I love her!
December 27, 2024 at 7:41 PM
It's Christmas. Time to watch Alchemy of Souls again.
December 27, 2024 at 9:48 AM
Today, I ordered a climbing harness and signed up for a dance class (swing). I don't know if it's because I'm in love, the infamous "midlife crisis," or that I'm just tired of not being able to dance at festivities, but here we are 😄
December 25, 2024 at 9:39 PM
I was so nervous about the Christmas gift i gave to my crush because we hadn't really talked about it. Turns out, we were at the same level, and I'm very relieved and happy 🥰
December 24, 2024 at 10:50 PM
I was brave just now, and I'd like to publicly pat myself on the back. Now, let's not overthink and be happy about me being brave

(My inner monologue repeating this)
December 18, 2024 at 9:55 PM
Today, I fangirled with my students over the newest stray kids album 🥰
December 18, 2024 at 8:57 PM
I've listened through the album a few times now, and it looks like my for now faves are U (fear TABLO), Youth, Ultra, Hold my hand, and As we are (but I'm sure that will change)
#StrayKids
#SKZcomeback
#HOP
December 17, 2024 at 9:45 PM
See, now everything has changed again! Yesterday, the despair was palpable, I was exhausted with all the emotions, and what happened? He shows up at my doorstep and spends the night, and now I'm ecstatic again! This is a mentally insane* rollercoaster, and I'm not sure when I bought the ticket**.
December 17, 2024 at 7:48 AM
I constantly worry about saying the right thing, I want to text cute and funny stuff, but my mind draws a blank. Like, I'm usually funny (this is not me being cocky, this is me acknowledging my one good trait), but suddenly, I'm the weird auntie at Christmas.
December 16, 2024 at 7:00 PM
I am freaking out like 3 times every day now. People say it's nice to have a crush, and I remember missing it when I thought I was dead inside, but it's so stressful. I feel like I've shown too much of how I feel, and it makes me vulnerable. I don't like being vulnerable.
December 16, 2024 at 6:58 PM
Broke down on my way home because I realised how much of my sexual confidence my ex actually stole from me, even when I told him this was important to me, and I had scars from my last relationship wrt being rejected. I can tell it's affecting how I behave with my crush, and it just shows how
December 15, 2024 at 6:58 PM
Okay, I'm trying again. I'm 45 minutes in, let's see if we can finish this!
December 15, 2024 at 7:40 AM
Okay, this is definitely an unpopular opinion, but so far, I'm not liking it (the holiday). At least not the Cameron Diaz/Jude Law part. The acting is just off (imo). But I know Jack Black's character is supposed to be amazing and who doesn't love Kate Winslet, so I'll continue tomorrow.
December 14, 2024 at 10:03 PM
I'm gonna watch The Holiday for the first time!
December 14, 2024 at 8:42 PM
Sunny, cold day, and we all (crush, doggo and me) had a walk in the forest and a cuddle on the couch after, and it's like I don't even understand how this is my life 3 months after tending to a mentally ill (now ex) boyfriend.
December 14, 2024 at 5:10 PM
Crush update: he noticed I was stressing out about what he thinks (because people have started to notice), and he reassured me that he likes me and finds me very attractive and then we had a massive make out session at work (after hours), before I took him home and he did some magic on my couch 😁🥰
December 13, 2024 at 4:34 PM
I'm up for an examination, but at least there's this! The stray kids come back countdown.
December 13, 2024 at 4:21 AM
I decided to swallow my fear of rejection and text him first, and now we've had a sweet exchange so I can sleep more peacefully.
December 8, 2024 at 9:37 PM
I'm trying not to stress out from the fact that I've hardly heard from my crush the whole day, but I'm overthinking what could've changed in the 36 hours since I saw him last. I know I've been acting a but weird, but did I say/do something crucially wrong?
December 8, 2024 at 5:54 PM