I miss my grandma a lot. I miss her so much. I want her back

Ah I love vent posting I'm so happy to be vent posting rn yipppieee self pity is a spa and I've got a groupon!!!!

I'm scared for my health but I also just idk. I don't care enough to make it a priority and I don't care enough to be inconvenienced for the sake of bettering my health. Idrk how to make myself care. I'm v scared lol I wish I could give more of a fuck about myself

I have so many health problems that if I don't do something about my diet + my weight soon I'm gonna be in trouble lol

Tbh the thing that made twitter the worst for me (because I never actually saw the nazis (only qrts dunking on them) or the csam or the grok undressing shit and only heard about it from other people) was how smug everyone is. Just smug smug smug permanent Fran Lebowitz affect. I'll still be on that

Rawr @sempiternalsap.bsky.social I missed youuu Sarah my goat

Minneapolis shooting + ICE at some school afterwards is so crazy tbh like actually reminds me a bit of how crazy the delhi police were getting during the CAA protests (one time they randomly barged into JNU's library and just started beating students up)

I found out day before yest that a very close school friend of mine (who's in the UK now) has been spending crazy amounts of money on online gaming (to the point where the reason I found out was that his dad kind of... roped me in for an intervention? Sort of?) and I haven't stopped worrying since

I realised that every time I use twitter I get a headache (I'm not joking at all I actually get headaches) and that I really want a space that's just for my online friends and not people ik irl so that I can talk about my life without feeling embarrassed so I made a bluesky lol