Handsome Shadow
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Handsome Shadow
@handsomeshadow.bsky.social
Streamer, On his Artist arc, Likes TTRPG Games and FF14
Ah yes, first post in months (I'm alive yes)

And today I woke up at 3am and have an waterleak above me just before when I wanted to leave to work :)))))))

And no one lives there currently as it's being renovated, I just hope the guy forwards my message
October 9, 2025 at 6:23 AM
Me having video editing software is a mistake:

Cause either i put too much time in 1 single video no one watches. OR I CREATE MEMES
July 9, 2025 at 7:18 PM
Me: man gotta prepare the video for Wednesday

Procceds to use most editing power for the outro (As its close to the final)
..... Man
June 24, 2025 at 6:50 PM
Ok so why is physicaly exhausting good? WELL in the last few years of work I was absolutely drained mentally, and hated it.

Now: I Like it, the pepole are cool and I ain't mentally exhausted, but due of not being used it.

Anyway il head to bed and crash
June 19, 2025 at 7:07 PM
I could try to push but yeah quality would suffer and I really don't want that (been noticing quality dropped since work switch)

I probably get Saturday FF14 out but if I don't il just skip it.

I hate it that I gotta cut my upload streak but maaan I'm so physically exhausted (which is kinda good)
June 19, 2025 at 7:07 PM
When you have vacation and wait for 2 things (Eye doc appointment) tomorrow and the new work start next week

And im just: Man, WHAT DO I DO????? I guess finish games
(Getting close to finishing Doom golden souls 2)
June 11, 2025 at 10:48 AM
The new Schedule, Probably will get more Physically exhausted like in the internship then mentally how it was in my old work. God im so happy its over
June 6, 2025 at 10:19 AM
Wakes up
Balloon day
Had weird dreams about cooking and star wars

Hi
May 29, 2025 at 5:48 AM
By current calculations and weekly upload of vods: Yakuza 4 is finally being finished (God I never thought il finish it after the long hiatus pause)

Whit today it's 4 more, after which I focus on working the Ishin videos and soonTM gotta do more active streaming for new video material
May 26, 2025 at 11:24 AM
Yooo???

That's awesome
May 26, 2025 at 3:38 AM
If all goes well: I may switch works at June 15th/start at 16th .

YES FUCKING PLEASE IM HOLDING ON BY A MENTAL THREAD TO GTFO HERE
May 22, 2025 at 9:36 AM
New 14 video going live in an hour 15 min and...

The description seems to, break down...
May 21, 2025 at 10:43 AM
Needing to wait for conformation of: How many vacation days I'm able to use and an copy of an important paper.

JUST SO I CAN TIME MY WORK WHIT MY FREE DAYS..... aaaaaaa
Every day I'm here the more annoying I get (and will annoy my higher ups/ask them for progress)
May 20, 2025 at 10:32 AM
Final day at the internship is officially over....

Really fricking sad that it ended today, cause I gotta go back to my old work which I reaalllyy don't wanna.

Anyway once im home il make food and start the stream, so roughly 3pm (Also picture of an corvid)
May 16, 2025 at 11:15 AM
THERE IN THE RIGHT FRONT MEEE LETSGOOO
May 15, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I WAS THERE (Somewhere hidden in the Right area)
May 15, 2025 at 5:39 PM
May 14, 2025 at 9:16 PM
I will be so cooked tomorrow at work whit the lack of sleep....
May 14, 2025 at 9:16 PM
Totally didnt... Stay awake waay too long to finish Limbus Company Season 5....

BUT YAY ALL EGO/IDs SEASON 5 BOUGHT
RAILWAY 5 SUB 100 DONE AND NOW I GO TO BED
May 14, 2025 at 9:15 PM
Or on bsky if it happenes when im offstream.

I legit know no other solution really.... Im in so much anxiety especially cause my internship is going great and pepole are chill and nice. work is fun.....

AAAAAAHHH

I take well.... ideas for emergency streams, of what i could do
May 6, 2025 at 3:59 PM
Hi.... God i dislike asking this.

Hey guys i uhhh... need a bit of money support.
The gpu payments and insurance eat an HUGE Hole, an hole that makes me panic..... FFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKK, twitch payout is faar away, thinking of biting the bullet whit an sponsorship to close that/dampen the hole.
May 6, 2025 at 3:43 PM
Funk Goes On.

Currently on my way home from weekly therapy.

Part of me is scared of the work switch but at the same time it's fun and the pepole are chill
May 5, 2025 at 2:17 PM
It would be so silly if i just... hehe...

Play some ishin and record it as Yakuza 4 vods slowly begin to end which removes my excuse for not streaming....

Naah thats just sooo sillyy
May 2, 2025 at 12:20 PM
Hehe.... what if I stream on Saturday.

JUST KIDDING.... Unless?
May 1, 2025 at 8:59 PM
About to render/upload oncei ts done tomorrows FF14 EP31 (Dear god were halfway TROUGH BASE GAME AND LIKE ish half whit the vods....)

Anyway chat am i cooking? Making the outro bit more cinematic (Or well trying) Anyway time to render/Upload it all.
April 29, 2025 at 6:11 PM