Also I had a third dream this month where my mother was being horrible. I usually get like 4 a year but she’s on one this month

Anyway, every 14 year old girl should be able to stab one adult white man in a non-lethal spot until we actually eradicate inequality.
Writing is difficult.
Humanity lives in nesting cycles of thought while simultaneously always getting held back ideologically buy a few parasites.

How are we supposed to delight y’all with our freak shit and our vast hyper fixation fueled know how like this??

I just remembered an old post that was just weird girl = neurodivergent and like yeah
Hey how bout humanity just give us neurodivergent and everyone else basic human rights - like an isolated small home and we can stop having to talk about you and fight you with our teeth?

Oh but then we did bring up alanis morissette/10 things I hate about you girls - the joan of arc/Greta thunberg type of weird girl but who can see through shit like the rest of us but cannot help but fight with their teeth

Weird girls can really fall in two directions - prolific artist or manson family member. And grimes chose the latter and that blows. Like I only knew a few songs but weird recognize weird

Like my ultimate dream is to live in a small house on some land so I can grow shit and make art for people and that’s a fucking pipe dream in this stupid country. Like why am I having to struggle so hard and so long for that?

My partner and I were taking about grimes last night and part of why we decided some people (weird girls like us) are still so pissed at her is because she was able to successfully make art full time and could have gone the Fiona Apple route but decided not to

roughs for their dream scape masks

Hopefully I’ll start feeling more real and experience less negative mental and physical issues so I can spend more time on enriching myself and others.

Mid-December I will start looking for work/sign up for unemployment, etc in the second half of my days.

Starting next week I will spend four hours a day on writing/drawing a graphic novel. The rest of the day will be for crochet, jigsaw puzzles, painting, and home chores.

I get the rest of this week to calibrate fall/my birthday.

I short term need to read/sign off on the severance documents, get an oil change, and contact my dentist to push back my cleaning while my wisdom tooth hole heals up

It happened! I’m free ✨✨