im happy theyre getting recognised and getting bigger, but with it comes annoyances from entitled assholes, and i just really dont want to see it.

though it kinda makes me sad that im less in contact with the good friends ive made along the way, cuz i dont follow plv’s content anymore, not even watching their shows and performances either.

i really just minding my own business and creating at my own pace, and enjoy plave the way i can.

my toxic tendency is i’ll build resentment and i’ll hate it and it’s not fun for me anymore. it’s like that nowadays, even more so with the fandom getting bigger.

being with content catered with algorithm system, it pmo that i still see my notps even tho ive tried everything to not engage with it. sure i can scroll away, but i dont want to fucking see it in the first place ykwim.