It's so hard. I wanna rant to my friends but I don't wanna burden them with my problems. Damn. Who else can I unload my feelings to ;n;

Not looking forward to my birthday. It will be miserable.

So many friends and not a single one I can just confide my pain with.

I was intending to glaze this but I'm not feeling well.
Good luck future me!
Another one from my sacrilegious heart series.

"And also with you."

I have taken pride in a specific thing that I can do but apparently I was actually not that good enough. I feel like I embarrassed myself.

Sometimes I just wanna kill myself but I feel so bad to waste my sister's money who invested in me and my new friends who took me everywhere and paid for fun stuff for me.

So now I'll just be sad about it.

I graduated from a niche course, didn't get far career-wise, small salary, no savings. 31 and now back to school for my dream career, still niche but pays higher. But I am doubting myself if I would ever amount to anything in this field. I am scared that all this struggle is for nothing in the end.

My latest in the horror heart art.
Need to improve this.
#horror #art #sketch

Lately I've been obsessed with making horror art versions of the Sacred Heart. I called this the Sacrilegious Heart.
#horror #art

I should start posting art here.

This doesn't look like any different from Twitter huh.