The online version of throwing nerds in trash cans

'its not that deep-' yes it is 🖕

Insecurities don't have to pile onto hating all intellectualist language 👉👈
I wouldn't be saying this if it wasn't almost a guaranteed response to complex questions sjfksh

Anyway I'm gonna go watch verilybitchie videos to calm down 😮‍💨

Also the way 90% of the time in discussions about biphobia, somebody defends gay/lesbian people with the very obvious reasoning that gay people are 'more queer' and have more authority 🧍

Everyone hates when bisexuals are like 'uh...what about us' in the day-to-day but common queer language is so chock full of bi erasure and people are still soooo weird about bi ppl in any relationship and also the fact that bi ppl experience comphet idk man.

Thank you

There are millions of other examples that I've pondered over the years(I even made my thesis film about this), but this is one of the most shocking to me.

There's an extremely prominent trend on & off the internet to let envy dictate how we treat people. I'm not immune to it either, but it makes the act of creation feel infinitely worse.
We gotta figure something else out.

I'm also sick of this being considered bragging as well. Yes I've built up my skills for MANY years in some ways that people hold at a certain regard. That doesn't inherently mean I'm making good money off of it or that it's been beneficial to my quality of life. Or that I'm even happy with my art.

It's deeply uncomfortable and legitimately has made me wary of showing people my art at all. There is an increase in coldness towards me at least half the time.

Obviously this is nuanced and not a blanket statement. But just contemplating why I'm often a little...underwhelmed.... By subject matter. Yes being purely self indulgent is worthwhile but is that all we can amount to at this point?