Dunno what you went through, but in my experience, hypno trauma deff will make you more wary. It will fade with time, and trust with others will happen again. That itch for playing with minds rarely goes away easily, so it's well worth the work.

May peace come swiftly and firmly for ya. ❤️

Your existence is wanted and appreciated, more than you can know. I hope you find it in you to keep going, in whatever way is you. I'm rooting for you and sending thoughts your way. <3