I spent so much of my life on stupid arts that’ll never bring me any success in this hellscape we live in.
I spent so much of my life on stupid arts that’ll never bring me any success in this hellscape we live in.
I’m 35 with no job, a handful is mixed skills in an industry that I hate, while in the worst job market since the depression.
I wish I had anything to keep me going forward besides pure survival.
I’m 35 with no job, a handful is mixed skills in an industry that I hate, while in the worst job market since the depression.
I wish I had anything to keep me going forward besides pure survival.
So many indie games come out and do well and then you see they have a 40k sub YouTube channel.
So many indie games come out and do well and then you see they have a 40k sub YouTube channel.
So many people grow doing nothing, but I feel like I have to fight tooth and nail for a single follow and view.
So many people grow doing nothing, but I feel like I have to fight tooth and nail for a single follow and view.
I sit for hours and really wonder if this is all for me.
The days where I feel motivated and empowered feels less and less and I feel like the people who stop by only do so out of pitty anymore.
Or maybe it’s the depression messing with me. God I hate my brain.
I sit for hours and really wonder if this is all for me.
The days where I feel motivated and empowered feels less and less and I feel like the people who stop by only do so out of pitty anymore.
Or maybe it’s the depression messing with me. God I hate my brain.
I’m trying to be better about being whiney and annoying on socials, but some days are just awful mentally and I never know what to do about it.
I’m trying to be better about being whiney and annoying on socials, but some days are just awful mentally and I never know what to do about it.
I feel like I’m living in a different reality than others.
I feel like I’m living in a different reality than others.