Thanks if you read all this. I love my friends and know they care about me, just venting something I have struggled with my whole life. I didnt grow up with friends, at least, not real ones. Not until I hit middle school, this stuff is very hard but Im learning and trying, I promise.

Vocal about games and things I like and don't like, to make it a bit easier on others to know if I would wanna join, and sometimes I get sad when I see everyone enjoying that thing with no one extending an invite and just saying, "You could have just asked to join" cause no, I couldnt ;-;

But they are saying yes just to be nice. Its extremely hard for me to ask someone to join something or if I can join. I request to my friends, pls invite me ;-; you can tell me over and over that I am free to join any time, but I wont and I need that extended hand. Its partly why I am extremely

With the help of a neighbor who I swear is magic now, she is back home and safe and bring given so many kisses and snuggles

Let me get my notebook

I wish I was that robot 😭