Sorry for the long thread but I'm done trying.

Not quitting but done putting effort in something that seems to benefit everyone else but me.

I'm just over being everyone's underpaid benefactor.

I'll still post when I can but don't expect much for now.

Not that I have a good record but ... yeah.

Am I gonna keep going the way I'm going, maybe not but I'm leaving my goal.

But I'll come back consistently when I can actually have something to focus on.

So I'm not quitting, but I not coming back until I feel I can.

Even my plans to relocate somewhere away from home got thrown out cause my family actively hates it when I get anything good that they can't benefit from.

I help and support and sacrifice for everyone and in return I get nothing or the same stupid motivation lines everyone repeats.

I'm not quitting becoming an artist but no amount of effort has lead to anything for me but somehow supporting others works out for everyone else.

Consistency, time and hard-work seems pointless where I am cause I don't get to benefit from it.

I wish I had positive to this but I don't. Nothing I've done works cause I either don't the chance benefit or it gets stolen so I'm over trying.

I'm not gonna work myself to exhaustion for nothing or for it to get stolen by someone else.

This on top of other things, wears me out.

Can't get a job cause I'll get priced out by my family. Can't make an obvious income cause my family will swipe most of it to make up for the money they lost moving South and caring for my brother.

It's finally done

It's glorious 😍