Anyway, I believe you'll find your own way eventually. Trust your instinct.
Reading the stories of many different people helped me not feeling helpless and alone. I think we are only when we convince ourselves to.

Also, reading some of Jonathan Haidt's books positively shook me.

Wish you the best

Switching my mindset from "hating myself for what I am" to "be grateful for being alive and having the chance to try again" helped too.
I can't take being alive and waking up in the morning for granted.

Going on trips alone helped as well. Seeing different realities made me "re-dimension" myself

I've been wanting to quit my passions for the past few years, but never had the courage to. After I took a whole year off eveything, I remembered why I loved them so much and hugged them again.
I was burntout. Couldn't see anything. Needed the world around me to change.

When it did, I felt better

I just wrote you on drawwire, found the address on your website.
Hope my words won't be too out of place.

Messy pic featuring a cute Tsuki "roaring" at you