I think I'd like to do art trades, but 1) I'm ✨️freaky✨️ and I'd hate to do a trade with someone who downgrade realize that, and 2) my ability to draw depends in part on the prez not actively trying to kill me/my bf, and who the hell knows what garbage water he'll say on any given day

Okay so I've discovered that fucking my bf makes me infinitely happy and affirmed and full of love and I love him and maybe I can survive the unimaginable horrors of life

Man it was less than a month ago when I was riding the high of our Xmas trip w Molly and now im in despair and wondering if we'll even be here to experience next week

My partner and I are sharing a single room where I can access transit from while I hunt for a job

I have been accepted into a 1 month long job training program (attendance will allow me to qualify for Food Stamps) and I am asking for help with the cost of Transit & Rent while I attend (links ⬇️)

I wish I could post more but 🧊 being actively in my state (/\/\N) means uhhh..... i am scared and demotivated, surprise surprise

cw: emeto / puke

Anyway here's some puke porn sketches from the day after we visited Molly

Making cinnamon rolls after rolling last night and talking good with bf and mmmmerrrrp

I showed him my art and he didn't scoff that ive been drawing him as a girl and putting him in a puke porn drawing im puuuuurrrr

Anyway we're visiting Molly tonight after the holidays and I drew some good puke porn sketches so

I'll finish this at some point

Can't believe I worked out a deal that im going to be getting my shot supplies (needles and syringes) for CHEAP (less than $20 total for 100 each) from a veterinary office

Puppy HRT is real guys, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise

Also worked on these a lil

yes im using bases to help i forgot how to draw in the 5 years since I really have done it

Close enough to finished, welcome my boy

Working on my trans masc hyena sona and YES he WILL give birth out the dick LIKE GOD INTENDED

god really cursed me with extremely prominent tail bone but no tail like wtf dude

Turning off push notifs on everything (except my email that I use for Important Stuff like insurance) has been an absolute GODSEND I'll tell you what

Anyway my bf came out with me for the first time while I set out my annual offering

this year is white girl offering: a 4pc Mč̣Nugget meal with red wine and a half chocolate chip cookie

bf and I visited molly Friday and talked a lot and like one of the things we talked about is how he sees me only as a man, often dropping the "trans" part, which has led to him literally forgetting about my pussy and also made unintentionally let him slowly fall into a pampered ""fem"" roll sometime

Had the thought last night that maybe I should work on my depersonalization but then I REALLY thought about it and fuck being a person. Fuck being human, I'm a creature and I'm actually fine with that