i dont get new clothes or haircuts either. i dont get to feel like i look decent. i just feel hideous and unwanted and miserable. wearing the same clothes for years and never looking nice. i don’t have a single thing about my life that’s enjoyable. i really would rather be dead

i dont get enough to eat, i dont get to do anything fun, i dont get to leave the house unless its for a medical appointment or to do laundry. it feels like im some neglected animal just being kept alive for the sake of it

“IM FREE” says guy still behind bars

atp i’m just dating fictional characters in my head and going crazy. real people never make any effort to understand me and it feels like i’m just always trying so hard to explain myself endlessly and never getting anywhere

“inauthentic behavior” and all i did was retweet petplay and furry art Can’t have shit because of woke

i have a therapist now but i dont think i am going to be mentioning this in our second session……….. im not weirddd i swearrrrr im so normallllll ahhhhhhh

its so stupid like i love lesbians theyre awesome but SOME people on the internet act like only lesbians could ever have a complex relationship with gender/sexuality. and like gay men are all just cis and Neverrrrrr trans or nonbinary neverrrrrrrrrr

like it’s literally not that complicated im a gay guy but i like being called fem terms in the same way that a masc lesbian would like masc terms. is that so hard to understand or does everybody assume all gay men must only be binary cis men and only lesbians get to be nonbinary

being a system is like Oh wow i didnt even know there was a specific person in my head who owned this account. Well they’re back now after 50 years