A moment for the nails before two of them were torn off 😭‼️

IGNORE MY NAILS 👹

Wowowow is this out in Kayenta?! So gorgeous.

I’m healing the best way I know how: making a home cooked meal (biscuits & gravy for dinner because I CAN!) + watching Hacks to laugh through the pain of my bruises.

I’m so fucked up because people fucked me up & now I fuck myself up. What the fuck? It’s fucked. But you know what, so is puking. It’s fucking awful. But you know why you puke? To get rid of the shit you don’t need. Today sucked but I didn’t need that meeting anyway but I wish I wasn’t bruised up.

I screamed until all the air left my stomach. I thrashed so much I’m covered in bruises. I hate having to look in the mirror & see what I did, I’m so embarrassed.

Being reminded just how much the system wasn’t designed for you is something that just fucking breaks me. It makes me feel like the time I couldn’t stop throwing up for the first time ever. I couldn’t understand, why was it happening? I was a toddler. Today felt just like that.