tightly strapped, ziptied, taped, muzzled and blindfolded, vibrator teasing my crotch — struggling while every movement pushes the wand closer, pleasure and panic all at the same time

never learning, always caught more often than not; putting my nose where it shouldn’t be. ankles crossed and tied with my arms strung up, thumbs cuffed, forcing me to stay on my knees + feeling the growing tension for as long as I’m kept here