everybody wants to be around and need you until you need them. wtf.

but now I have to shoulder the responsibility of “healing” when the fault is all yours bro. some of yall really aint shit. genuinely.

im just supposed to move on. be the bigger person. turn the other cheek. why. this is the weird shit i be talking about. it’s not cute it’s not quirky it’s not bad bitch behavior—you are weird (derogatory) if you will. it’s not okay. it’s not fair.

what are we doing bro.

and not in a people pleaser kind of way but these people are just genuinely always miserable and in a funk. get it away from me bro

ts irritated me so fucking bad its not even funny bro.

you hype someone up like a MOTHERFUCKER. cheerleader backflips and the whole fucking shebang but when its your turn???? FUCKING CRICKETS.

you’re not different yourself just conforming with extra steps

observing these spaces and everyone looks the fucking same now

so many examples. are you actually like this? or did you pick this persona because you know its what people gravitate towards?

try to express my feelings and here you go boasting. i didn’t giggle. shit wasn’t funny.

are you genuinely retaining this information or just hearing me and waiting for your turn to reply

but a lifelong friend cant even extend that same energy or courtesy when trying to maintain a relationship

i write a paragraph and all you hit me with is the “happy new year”??? NO ACKNOWLEDGEMENT? yeahhhh im gonna have to block and keep it pushing. this the weird shit i be talking about

people just gonna stay being weird lol.