Grenaja into Jolliness
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Alt for @grenaja.bsky.social for me to be more personal and vent about my life (a lot)
Very normal about Itsuki Nakano/Vivi Cold Steel (*incorrect buzzer*)
MDNI
Alt for @grenaja.bsky.social for me to be more personal and vent about my life (a lot)
Very normal about Itsuki Nakano/Vivi Cold Steel (*incorrect buzzer*)
MDNI
so yeah, im going to bed now because tomorrow i have to lock in for a 2k word essay and stuff
at least I'll get to complain about capitalism in that essay
and at least I'm home soon, and I have vacation soon, and we have Trails Beyond the Horizon soon
so yeah
at least I'll get to complain about capitalism in that essay
and at least I'm home soon, and I have vacation soon, and we have Trails Beyond the Horizon soon
so yeah
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
so yeah, im going to bed now because tomorrow i have to lock in for a 2k word essay and stuff
at least I'll get to complain about capitalism in that essay
and at least I'm home soon, and I have vacation soon, and we have Trails Beyond the Horizon soon
so yeah
at least I'll get to complain about capitalism in that essay
and at least I'm home soon, and I have vacation soon, and we have Trails Beyond the Horizon soon
so yeah
honestly idk why i wrote this, I guess I just had to write it down somewhere and get it off my chest.
if people do read this and comment, know that I really appreciate it, even if my brain is being a bitch and doesn't wanna believe it <3
if people do read this and comment, know that I really appreciate it, even if my brain is being a bitch and doesn't wanna believe it <3
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
honestly idk why i wrote this, I guess I just had to write it down somewhere and get it off my chest.
if people do read this and comment, know that I really appreciate it, even if my brain is being a bitch and doesn't wanna believe it <3
if people do read this and comment, know that I really appreciate it, even if my brain is being a bitch and doesn't wanna believe it <3
And I've been like this ever since COVID, and since a person I thought to be my best friend decided that we weren't without explanation.
I'll still be like that when I'm back in Belgium
But at least when I'm home, I can hug my cat again
I'll still be like that when I'm back in Belgium
But at least when I'm home, I can hug my cat again
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
And I've been like this ever since COVID, and since a person I thought to be my best friend decided that we weren't without explanation.
I'll still be like that when I'm back in Belgium
But at least when I'm home, I can hug my cat again
I'll still be like that when I'm back in Belgium
But at least when I'm home, I can hug my cat again
And I'm sick of that in general. I'm sick of barely being able to open my mouth when I'm with people I don't or barely know. I'm sick of being the outsider in every friend group, and barely having any true friends.
Even if all of that's just my fault.
Even if all of that's just my fault.
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
And I'm sick of that in general. I'm sick of barely being able to open my mouth when I'm with people I don't or barely know. I'm sick of being the outsider in every friend group, and barely having any true friends.
Even if all of that's just my fault.
Even if all of that's just my fault.
And that's the opposite of what I hoped would happen, because I really hoped I would be able to make friends at least, or maybe dates, with those stats of erasmus couples and all.
But no
I'm still just an antisocial loser
But no
I'm still just an antisocial loser
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
And that's the opposite of what I hoped would happen, because I really hoped I would be able to make friends at least, or maybe dates, with those stats of erasmus couples and all.
But no
I'm still just an antisocial loser
But no
I'm still just an antisocial loser
... to develop those into proper friendships. Even if, in every group I just felt like the outsider again. The closest I got is that I played a lot of games with one guy at the game society, but I still don't feel like I've been able to establish real friendships.
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
... to develop those into proper friendships. Even if, in every group I just felt like the outsider again. The closest I got is that I played a lot of games with one guy at the game society, but I still don't feel like I've been able to establish real friendships.
Like yeah, I've been doing well for myself in terms of living alone... but in terms of how I'm doing socially, I feel like an utter failure of a human being.
I don't feel like I made friends here, even at the societies I've been attending, I just made acquitances. And I don't even have the time...
I don't feel like I made friends here, even at the societies I've been attending, I just made acquitances. And I don't even have the time...
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
Like yeah, I've been doing well for myself in terms of living alone... but in terms of how I'm doing socially, I feel like an utter failure of a human being.
I don't feel like I made friends here, even at the societies I've been attending, I just made acquitances. And I don't even have the time...
I don't feel like I made friends here, even at the societies I've been attending, I just made acquitances. And I don't even have the time...
To be honest, at first I thought 3 months wouldn't be that long, that I'll want to stay longer.
But nah, now I'm looking forward to going home. Not just to play my PC games again, I've been REALLY wanting to play C:S2 again with all the updates now, but also just in general.
But nah, now I'm looking forward to going home. Not just to play my PC games again, I've been REALLY wanting to play C:S2 again with all the updates now, but also just in general.
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
To be honest, at first I thought 3 months wouldn't be that long, that I'll want to stay longer.
But nah, now I'm looking forward to going home. Not just to play my PC games again, I've been REALLY wanting to play C:S2 again with all the updates now, but also just in general.
But nah, now I'm looking forward to going home. Not just to play my PC games again, I've been REALLY wanting to play C:S2 again with all the updates now, but also just in general.
so yeah, I'm not looking forward to that final week, and honestly the one thing I am excited for is that I'll need to prepare to go home, so I have to be careful with food so I'll be justified to eat out or have take out more often.
And also in general, at that point I'm almost home.
And also in general, at that point I'm almost home.
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
so yeah, I'm not looking forward to that final week, and honestly the one thing I am excited for is that I'll need to prepare to go home, so I have to be careful with food so I'll be justified to eat out or have take out more often.
And also in general, at that point I'm almost home.
And also in general, at that point I'm almost home.
Harry Potter fan, so I'll just pretend I'm 12 again!!"
But I don't think it'll be that easy. I lost all love for HP.
So even if I have to go to the Harry Potter Studios:
Fuck J.K. Rowling, trans rights are human rights.
I won't be taking pictures there, and I won't even buy lunch there either fwiw
But I don't think it'll be that easy. I lost all love for HP.
So even if I have to go to the Harry Potter Studios:
Fuck J.K. Rowling, trans rights are human rights.
I won't be taking pictures there, and I won't even buy lunch there either fwiw
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
Harry Potter fan, so I'll just pretend I'm 12 again!!"
But I don't think it'll be that easy. I lost all love for HP.
So even if I have to go to the Harry Potter Studios:
Fuck J.K. Rowling, trans rights are human rights.
I won't be taking pictures there, and I won't even buy lunch there either fwiw
But I don't think it'll be that easy. I lost all love for HP.
So even if I have to go to the Harry Potter Studios:
Fuck J.K. Rowling, trans rights are human rights.
I won't be taking pictures there, and I won't even buy lunch there either fwiw
but man I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go somewhere linked to a franchise whose creator is using the revenue of said franchise to strip the rights of a marginalised group of people.
I'd love to go there with the mindset "oh, I'll just remove the art from artist while I'm there, I used to be a ...
I'd love to go there with the mindset "oh, I'll just remove the art from artist while I'm there, I used to be a ...
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
but man I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go somewhere linked to a franchise whose creator is using the revenue of said franchise to strip the rights of a marginalised group of people.
I'd love to go there with the mindset "oh, I'll just remove the art from artist while I'm there, I used to be a ...
I'd love to go there with the mindset "oh, I'll just remove the art from artist while I'm there, I used to be a ...
And it's not even the worst part.
Because that Tuesday, there's a field trip planned! 😊
TO HARRY POTTER STUDIOS ☹️
I don't think I'll be able to get out of it, also I'll feel forced to because I'm someone who wants their attendance record perfect unless I absolutely can't attend...
Because that Tuesday, there's a field trip planned! 😊
TO HARRY POTTER STUDIOS ☹️
I don't think I'll be able to get out of it, also I'll feel forced to because I'm someone who wants their attendance record perfect unless I absolutely can't attend...
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
And it's not even the worst part.
Because that Tuesday, there's a field trip planned! 😊
TO HARRY POTTER STUDIOS ☹️
I don't think I'll be able to get out of it, also I'll feel forced to because I'm someone who wants their attendance record perfect unless I absolutely can't attend...
Because that Tuesday, there's a field trip planned! 😊
TO HARRY POTTER STUDIOS ☹️
I don't think I'll be able to get out of it, also I'll feel forced to because I'm someone who wants their attendance record perfect unless I absolutely can't attend...
But the week after that, I still have classes... it's an extra course for me to have enough credits, and it has long days, and the classes and presentation I have to do are about 'leadership', and I don't give a rat's ass about leadership, I'm the complete opposite of a natural leader.
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
But the week after that, I still have classes... it's an extra course for me to have enough credits, and it has long days, and the classes and presentation I have to do are about 'leadership', and I don't give a rat's ass about leadership, I'm the complete opposite of a natural leader.
be leaving soon, because next week is technically the last in the semester... I don't have any classes that week, just one piss easy Italian test, and then I have all week to work on an essay that's due on Friday, and that afternoon gonna be christmas shopping some for gifts and souvenirs.
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
be leaving soon, because next week is technically the last in the semester... I don't have any classes that week, just one piss easy Italian test, and then I have all week to work on an essay that's due on Friday, and that afternoon gonna be christmas shopping some for gifts and souvenirs.
and now I'll start complaing... I've bitched a lot about my flatmates so far, how they don't clean up their shit and are sometimes loud as shit till deep in the night... it's still bad, one of the drains in a sink was full of food waste, it was fucking disgusting, but at least some of them might ...
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
and now I'll start complaing... I've bitched a lot about my flatmates so far, how they don't clean up their shit and are sometimes loud as shit till deep in the night... it's still bad, one of the drains in a sink was full of food waste, it was fucking disgusting, but at least some of them might ...
expected at first, and I've really been enjoying cooking, even if I haven't been able to experiment a lot due to my limited storage space. Today I made burgers (again) and they were delicious (again)
December 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM
expected at first, and I've really been enjoying cooking, even if I haven't been able to experiment a lot due to my limited storage space. Today I made burgers (again) and they were delicious (again)
Happy Friday ^^ <3
December 5, 2025 at 9:38 AM
Happy Friday ^^ <3
they're nice apart from that... but yeah I wish they weren't so loud and didn't leave all of their stuff behind on the counter
December 4, 2025 at 5:45 PM
they're nice apart from that... but yeah I wish they weren't so loud and didn't leave all of their stuff behind on the counter
That way, people can also mute that tag if they don't want any spoilers whatsoever 🫡
December 4, 2025 at 5:44 PM
That way, people can also mute that tag if they don't want any spoilers whatsoever 🫡
HELL YEAAAAH 🤝
December 4, 2025 at 12:53 PM
HELL YEAAAAH 🤝