i don’t really think i could make it though in all truthfulness. i don’t have enough pain or depth of emotion, and i don’t welcome the discomfort of rejection. like why am i writing all this on a platform that no one looks at. i couldn’t even do it

liking my own post because i just saw someone with a phd make the same take on tiktok rn (my brain is huge they should make me a doctor)

same goes for cyber truck with brand logo. ur dead to me idc

average reaction to be told to calm down

she’s kind of 😐 (it’s because she’s very mad)

i wore it to meet someone who i was told is a lot like me. they were trying to thrift an outfit from 2014 hypebeast pinterest and then they said a bunch of eating disorder triggering things. the vibe was rancid. i’m devastated to be compared to that LMAO

like do you see the little dots on my collarbones? that’s so cute. i fucking cooked. argh.

especially because right now i have this cancer lite thing happening. if i posted it somewhere people actually looked at, id get all these sympathy messages. i just want to vague post about this stupid not-cancer that’s kind of cancer

you’re going to be able to cook toad in the hole in my mf chest by the time they get all the cells gawd damn

i have to get ANOTHER surgery, thereby delaying my tattoo appointment