okay he's taking the whole hidden things a little toooooo literally for me

(asking only for you) where's your Hades or Pluto? also .... scream

I can't eat it but I want to eat it

and through it all - i moved into my own space, i cultivated my own life, and at the disintegration of union, i walked away feeling more full and satisfied and free than i ever have before

in a way, it was also my greatest lesson from Saturn, a mirror held up to my face asking me to assess in a different light, and then a different light, until i found someone i recognized, Saturn asking me if I finally learned to see in the dark again, since he is the Light in my chart

my entire 12H year being spent in a cocoon where I learned the ways i enjoy being seen, what makes me feel unseen, learning my boundaries and bettering my own communication skills, learning to be soft again, but also when to put my foot down....it was my greatest journey with Venus yet.

despite the many reasons, as I sit in the weirdly snowy night, my cat purring away on me, reflecting on the past [vague amount of time] i realized that....that was the moment, however long before the time actually arrived

it was freeing to begin and end something but to never stop choosing myself

he would've been like MOMMY? sorry.... MOMMY?!!! SORRY!!!! but in a bad way pffff

like Victor got his entire inspiration from PRAYING TO AN ARCHANGEL ?!!!!!!???????!!!!!!!

people are entitled to their opinions but point blank dismissing the overt Catholic overtones of the movie from a Mexican director who talks about Catholicism in his works, and dismissing that Victor = Church/God (in his own mind), The Creature = Christ, and Elizabeth = The Bride of Christ

SCREAMING BECAUSE HER BUG DRESSES

of course HE is viewing her A CERTAIN WAY when telling HIS STORY?!!!!!!?!!?

IT's actually EXCELLENT WRITING!?!!!?!

LISTEN ACTUALLY also if you have issues with Elizabeth's character development maybe look at the lense through which we view most of her character arc - Victor

she can't BE more developed when viewed through his eyes

and I get it, we WANT more justice for female characters, but....how much autonomy could Elizabeth even have (for most of the movie)?

even less so, how much autonomy could Clare have?

I get it, but also - remember what story is being told. and listen to Elizabeth when she is actually telling hers.

watch The Butterfly Scene in Victor's Bachelor Pad of Death again and get back to me.

am I more attracted to Monsters than people?

unashamedly