Also deleted my cal app which I've done a lot before but now my mom is actively watching

I'm probably gonna get fat and I'm scared because she's in charge of all my meals

Now I gotta do therapy through someone we know at least we know her but it's gonna be mad awkward 😭 but she's an ED specialist and every therapist I've gone to I hated because I don't trust them but I trust her

Who knew a dosage of miralx could be a blessing in disguise

My mom is scared of she takes to much control it'll backfire and I'll need control this not eating but now what choice do I have I obviously am not healthy enough to make my own food decisions