So real 🙃

It feels impossible to find work, and I spent over 6 years in college trying so hard to get a degree and all I managed was an Associates degree, now seeing that everyone wants bachelor’s or better for desk jobs and I am physically disabled enough that I can’t do warehouse work 😵‍💫

I swear, my boyfriend still doesn’t understand the thing about femme clothes and waist positioning. He always thinks I am wearing my clothes too high up when it’s not

Legit didn’t have problems with the cold until I started hrt 🥶

Dysphoria is the worst 🫂

It’s a lier and a deceiver and it fills your head with dread, clouds our judgement.

Friends can mean well but sometimes they aren’t the most unbiased and clear source of things. I am sure your voice is lovely though, dysphoria be damned

It’s hard to judge ourselves honestly, best way I find is just seeing how unknowing people react, and I am glad people don’t read my voice as male, but it would be nice if I wasn’t degendered so often, but yeah. To someone nonbinary, my voice would be perfect, but unfortunately I am not.

I have recordings of my voice from different times after and it’s changed a lot from the start

I did my training in secret at night before coming out, starting from March 2021, at some point in maybe May 2021 I got to a voice I was “okay” with, and then I went full time with my voice after I came out in June 2021. My voice continued to change after until it settled where it is now

Yeah that’s what happens I guess 😂 it let me reply just it wasn’t visible

Only thing I have done somewhat in the past is eyeliner, but mostly by making a mess and using makeup wipes to remove most of it 💀

Good to be back 😮‍💨

As someone who was raised in a catholic church heavy upbringing, definitely felt. But also realized that I am demisexual along the way which also helped me understand why I wasn’t otherwise super interested even after everything

I am alive again

What a funny way to find out I was suspended by seeing this post on my timeline 😂

Idk why but okay

For me, makeup is a bit overwhelming to learn and also I have sensory issues enough already that idk how much I could handle. Plus shaky hands. My mom and sister both never wore it either so I didn’t really grow up around it either

My right side is far more developed than my left side and it bothers me so much. On paper I am a 48DD but it definitely doesn’t feel like it though. Especially when laying on my back.