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Fatty McFatterson
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weigh in wednesdays! just block dont report!
relapsed // ci: -1000 // h: 164cm // bmi: 27.0 // cw: 160lbs // gw: 145lbs // ugw: 125lbs
my salaaaadd :] !! and im just having water tonight so this in total is 900 cals because of the avacado ranch! earlier i had a barebell protein bar (200 cals) and an almond nature valley granola (160 cals) so in total 1,260 cals today which isnt bad…
May 24, 2025 at 11:20 PM
March 31, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Call Me Choco Latte!
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❤︎ adult!
❤︎ not new to #caterpillarsky
❤︎ not fatphobic!
❤︎ pro recovery!
❤︎ DMs open to mooties!
❤︎ still fat...............
March 12, 2025 at 4:29 AM
i found this so i hope its yum! shes 120 cals i love smoothies so much i need more fruits! 🫐🍓🍐✨
January 29, 2025 at 4:38 PM
todays food log and i had 3 bottles of water! #caterpillarsky
January 28, 2025 at 11:57 PM
myyyy fave is nemats egyptian musk because i prefer oil perfumes and i only need a tiny dab on my ankles and wrists. i prefer powdery and and more 'incense' smells on myself!
January 28, 2025 at 11:25 PM
if it stretches like this then i know theres a problem... #caterpillarsky #trigger
January 28, 2025 at 11:20 PM
good morning all cuties of #caterpillarsky ! if youre comfortable, please tell me what you like to eat for breakfast and the calories you spend on it! #breakfastcals #morningomad
January 27, 2025 at 12:47 PM
actually i have had fitcrunch! i really liked these when i had them and i want to branch out more. i have a safe food problem... i have not had barebells but i am willing to give them a shot!! what flavors do you recommend??
January 24, 2025 at 7:33 PM
and thats the end! i hope you had fun reading and lets all do our best to reach our goals✨
January 24, 2025 at 2:32 AM
5. mirrors:

i tried not to look in the mirror when i was recovering just because "oh my weight shouldn't effect me i am getting healthy" and eventually i was pinching my sides and they were way too big for my liking when i would look in the mirror. i hate seeing how my body jiggles i hate it.
January 24, 2025 at 2:32 AM
4. mukbangs:

i have never had a truly healthy relationship with food and i doubt i ever will. my parents always made fun of me for eating and my siblings always called me fat and i never dreamed of being anything. so seeing a plate thats way too full kills my appetite. double edged sword..?
January 24, 2025 at 2:32 AM
3. early 2000's jeans:

when i was younger my jeans were always a size 10+ until i finally LOCKED IN so i am happy that i am down to a size 6. but the thing is a size 6 today would be a 12 so mentally with this knowlege i am actually a huge 🐮
January 24, 2025 at 2:32 AM
2. being carried:

so i was always the fat friend and i was always insecure about my weight. and i always dreamed of my friends picking me up and carrying me around because i was finally small and thin. so i use this as a motivation to get thin
January 24, 2025 at 2:32 AM
1. the paper test:

when i was in highschool i took mandarin and we had a teacher from china! one day she told us that if your waist is not hidden behind a piece of A4 paper you are considered fat and this has stuck with me for years.
January 24, 2025 at 2:32 AM
things that trigger me!: small 🧵✨

this is a small list of things that personally make me triggered and part of why i relapsed again. so please be careful when you read and take care of yourself!
January 24, 2025 at 2:14 AM
hi #caterpillarsky here is my food log today! i was a little hungrier since it was cold and again i am a #junkorexic so i eat a lot more snacks and have a lot of appetite suppressants including vaping. i did have about four bottles of water today as well and tomorrow i will eat more green things!!
January 24, 2025 at 12:58 AM
the grossest thing known to man this is how i know ana brain has taken me is if i start thinking these taste good. theres a reason why everyone likes quest bars...
January 23, 2025 at 6:14 PM
hello #caterpillarsky i am back with a food log! i mostly laid in bed today scrolling on my phone and i did get some more to eat but not anything heavy since my papa is making me some soup tonight which can be very calorie dense but i cannot calculate it! so i wanted to keep it light~
January 22, 2025 at 11:09 PM
hello #caterpillarsky i am sorry for being #junkorexic but also i have a hard time eating during my work weeks ill be better tomorrow! also i had three bottles of water
January 22, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Call Me Choco Latte
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❤︎ adult!
❤︎ not new to edsky(?)
❤︎ not fatphobic (of course~)
❤︎ pro recovery!
❤︎ shedsky (not participating)
❤︎ DMs open to mooties!
❤︎ addicted to caffeine
January 22, 2025 at 12:45 AM