talking to me sucks because I'm probably going to get too anxious to reply and then leave you on read for forever.

even when I could come back and reply I know I'm probably gonna do the same thing again and I don't want people to waste their time and energy on me

I hate hate hate talking about my mental health because I don't want people to worry about me but I also should stop bottling things up before there's good reason to worry

oh wait I have art of this

my legs can't hurt if they're just not there you see

The comfort of becoming a corpse

sorry I stopped replying to you forever I felt like I fucked things up and didn't want to burden you anymore

hiding in my own replies cause i feel incredibly guilty taking up space in peoples minds especially when i'm feeling like shit.

wish i could just not exist