I've been feeling so incredibly lost lately.

Don't know what to do, don't know what to play, don't know what to watch, don't know who to talk to....

I've just been getting really sad and laying in bed all day the past few weeks

I wish I said more before it was too late. I’m always haunted by our final conversation being a promise to meet each other in VRChat together, something we never got to do. And I’m upset it took me that long to even make that promise, I didn’t talk to her enough then I keep thinking

I probably met her in like 2014/2015 based on what remnants of old stuff I can find but I feel like she kinda just always existed in my social circles forever, I know we talked occasionally and I remember at least one time we got on TF2 together, but most of what I remember was near the end…

if you don't know : wiki.teamfortress.com/wiki/Golden_...

I actually ordered both of these since they’re on sale on Amazon right now… Shadow Labyrinth has a free S2 upgrade but World 2 doesn’t, so rip