@gogoissey.bsky.social
I'm just girl who walks in the spiritual realm and who needs her diary. This is my diary. My best friend. Hidden in plain sight. Bluesky is my bestie!
Blue, my son has wings. Pure, snow white wings. I can see them. My family's juju against him and I is finally broken. Like WTH? I want to weep, but I don't want to weep. Its so much to take in. It really is. I'll be back when I have more answers.
December 27, 2025 at 12:10 PM
Blue, my son has wings. Pure, snow white wings. I can see them. My family's juju against him and I is finally broken. Like WTH? I want to weep, but I don't want to weep. Its so much to take in. It really is. I'll be back when I have more answers.
Gurl, I laughed and my wings sparkled. Literally gave off little stars. Sooo crazy! I'm in awe of me.
December 27, 2025 at 9:11 AM
Gurl, I laughed and my wings sparkled. Literally gave off little stars. Sooo crazy! I'm in awe of me.
1 moving to the West. My wings are still gray. A soft gray. I totally have wings. I forget most of the time. I totally have wings. Crazy business.
December 27, 2025 at 9:01 AM
1 moving to the West. My wings are still gray. A soft gray. I totally have wings. I forget most of the time. I totally have wings. Crazy business.
I seriously have wings. Big wings. I just saw them. I sas lying across my bed, working on my new channel art and wondering how I'm going to have 2 active YouTube channels when I saw my wings. I opened them. They were covered in black soot. And then I moved them, and the black fell off. And started
December 27, 2025 at 9:00 AM
I seriously have wings. Big wings. I just saw them. I sas lying across my bed, working on my new channel art and wondering how I'm going to have 2 active YouTube channels when I saw my wings. I opened them. They were covered in black soot. And then I moved them, and the black fell off. And started
4. You keep on walking, you will make it to the sun. The trick is in walking away. Walk away from people and places. Walk away. It hurts. Crushes your soul. But keep walking. Its the only way to get to the sun. And guess what? They remain in that dark tunnel. Like Sentinel. They never see the sun.
December 26, 2025 at 2:43 AM
4. You keep on walking, you will make it to the sun. The trick is in walking away. Walk away from people and places. Walk away. It hurts. Crushes your soul. But keep walking. Its the only way to get to the sun. And guess what? They remain in that dark tunnel. Like Sentinel. They never see the sun.
3. The thing is, anyone can walk their miles of hell. And come out the other side. You could be lost, stuck in a daze, in pain, despair, grief. You will suffer, if those energies put in your path by God to help you, perform true to their ways of evil. You will fall apart. Lose everything. But if
December 26, 2025 at 2:40 AM
3. The thing is, anyone can walk their miles of hell. And come out the other side. You could be lost, stuck in a daze, in pain, despair, grief. You will suffer, if those energies put in your path by God to help you, perform true to their ways of evil. You will fall apart. Lose everything. But if
2 all supposed to help me. I was warned that they wouldn't. Misty stole so much from me, it's not even funny. Like she said she would. When she came to me as a soul. My last thief. She owes me so much money. Like they all do.
December 26, 2025 at 2:38 AM
2 all supposed to help me. I was warned that they wouldn't. Misty stole so much from me, it's not even funny. Like she said she would. When she came to me as a soul. My last thief. She owes me so much money. Like they all do.
1 among us. To think I didn't think they were real! One year in the sun. And it feels so good. It was a long tunnel girlfriend. At each station, a demon waited for me. With false promises and sweet tongues. And I fell for it. Each and every time. Hook. Line. Sinker. You know what though? They were
December 26, 2025 at 2:36 AM
1 among us. To think I didn't think they were real! One year in the sun. And it feels so good. It was a long tunnel girlfriend. At each station, a demon waited for me. With false promises and sweet tongues. And I fell for it. Each and every time. Hook. Line. Sinker. You know what though? They were
Nov 2024 was the month I closed my last door to hell. And walked into the sun. It was the last time I spoke to the last demon. Misty. I should celebrate Novembers. With joy. December 2024 was my first month in the sun. This month makes it a year. A year in the sun. Wow. A great year. Demons live
December 26, 2025 at 2:34 AM
Nov 2024 was the month I closed my last door to hell. And walked into the sun. It was the last time I spoke to the last demon. Misty. I should celebrate Novembers. With joy. December 2024 was my first month in the sun. This month makes it a year. A year in the sun. Wow. A great year. Demons live
4 the girls. So that they can choose differently. Its all good. I made dinner today. So that I don't sleep! 🥰🤣🥰🤣. Lamb chops, spinach and roast potatoes. Just to keep me awake. Kisses!
December 24, 2025 at 2:22 AM
4 the girls. So that they can choose differently. Its all good. I made dinner today. So that I don't sleep! 🥰🤣🥰🤣. Lamb chops, spinach and roast potatoes. Just to keep me awake. Kisses!
3 world can look at their lives and say the same thing? I'm lucky to be able to. The dreams are kicking my ass. They're the only thing disturbing my peace. Otherwise, it's a time of closing doors to the past for me. It feels good. I have regrets. So many. But I can live with them. And teach
December 24, 2025 at 2:20 AM
3 world can look at their lives and say the same thing? I'm lucky to be able to. The dreams are kicking my ass. They're the only thing disturbing my peace. Otherwise, it's a time of closing doors to the past for me. It feels good. I have regrets. So many. But I can live with them. And teach
2 to my here and now. Wow. Its so easy how we forget the linear structure of our lives. Its not one thing. Its every little thing adding up. I'm taking a moment to view my life without pity. I did good. I'm telling you, Blue, I did good. I'm happy with myself. Truly. I wonder how many people in the
December 24, 2025 at 2:18 AM
2 to my here and now. Wow. Its so easy how we forget the linear structure of our lives. Its not one thing. Its every little thing adding up. I'm taking a moment to view my life without pity. I did good. I'm telling you, Blue, I did good. I'm happy with myself. Truly. I wonder how many people in the
1 They reminded me that I used to bite my nails to thd quick. Til they bled. I went for days without eating. I was ignored. No one missed me. Beaten. Sexually abused. And then came the juju. The loneliness.The lack of love. The betrayals. The thefts. The homelessness. The heartaches. All contributed
December 24, 2025 at 2:15 AM
1 They reminded me that I used to bite my nails to thd quick. Til they bled. I went for days without eating. I was ignored. No one missed me. Beaten. Sexually abused. And then came the juju. The loneliness.The lack of love. The betrayals. The thefts. The homelessness. The heartaches. All contributed
BLUE, I was hating this time off, but, no more. I'm learning so much about me. My ancestors have shown me that the destruction of my nervous system began on day one. The day I was born. No one jujued my nervous system. It was the abuse. The fear. The brutality of my life. It fucked me over.
December 24, 2025 at 2:13 AM
BLUE, I was hating this time off, but, no more. I'm learning so much about me. My ancestors have shown me that the destruction of my nervous system began on day one. The day I was born. No one jujued my nervous system. It was the abuse. The fear. The brutality of my life. It fucked me over.
I think I didn't make enough oils. I should've listened to my water ancestors in the dream. They told me to make more. Oh well, such as life.
December 18, 2025 at 8:10 AM
I think I didn't make enough oils. I should've listened to my water ancestors in the dream. They told me to make more. Oh well, such as life.
I know what happiness is Blue. I know. I wish I could describe it, but there are not enough words. I'm happy. Such silly words for this energy. Weak, stupid words for this experience. There are not enough words.
December 17, 2025 at 6:53 AM
I know what happiness is Blue. I know. I wish I could describe it, but there are not enough words. I'm happy. Such silly words for this energy. Weak, stupid words for this experience. There are not enough words.
2029 is the year of reckoning. Hello 2026! I'm ready for your ass!
December 16, 2025 at 3:28 AM
2029 is the year of reckoning. Hello 2026! I'm ready for your ass!
2 if I can come back. 2023 was the year that reset my soul. Looking back, based on neuroscience, I literally used neuroscience to heal me. And I had no idea such a study existed. I had to restructure myself. It hurt. But I did it. I'm a work in progress. And will only rejoice in 2029, if I make it.
December 16, 2025 at 3:27 AM
2 if I can come back. 2023 was the year that reset my soul. Looking back, based on neuroscience, I literally used neuroscience to heal me. And I had no idea such a study existed. I had to restructure myself. It hurt. But I did it. I'm a work in progress. And will only rejoice in 2029, if I make it.
1. They didn't want to see me or my son. I spent my days in Harare doing exactly what I do in Canada. The irony of it all! Next time I break down psychologically, I know exactly what to do. Go somewhere, with my son. Alone. Until I heal. A new country. Then come back yl the place that broke me.
December 16, 2025 at 3:23 AM
1. They didn't want to see me or my son. I spent my days in Harare doing exactly what I do in Canada. The irony of it all! Next time I break down psychologically, I know exactly what to do. Go somewhere, with my son. Alone. Until I heal. A new country. Then come back yl the place that broke me.
I was in Zimbabwe when I realized I shouldn't be in Zimbabwe. Except for vacations at resorts. I was a few kilometers away from my half sisters and mother, yet, I could've been thousands of kilometers away. THE PAIN! It's indescribable. I came "home" to be with my half siblings, and even my mom.
December 16, 2025 at 3:21 AM
I was in Zimbabwe when I realized I shouldn't be in Zimbabwe. Except for vacations at resorts. I was a few kilometers away from my half sisters and mother, yet, I could've been thousands of kilometers away. THE PAIN! It's indescribable. I came "home" to be with my half siblings, and even my mom.
1. They were warning me about the future. They told me my beauty energy was going to roll in strong. Men are going to fight for me and lesbians like Misty are going to try and get close to me. I have to live the future in order to believe it.
December 13, 2025 at 2:13 PM
1. They were warning me about the future. They told me my beauty energy was going to roll in strong. Men are going to fight for me and lesbians like Misty are going to try and get close to me. I have to live the future in order to believe it.
Ok girl, I said I wasn't gonna talk about Misty anymore, but my ancestors told me she was gay. I think they've said it before. They said she had the hots for me. And I didn't reciprocate. So, she turned on the abuse at maximum level. They've said this before. Only this time I truly heard it.
December 13, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Ok girl, I said I wasn't gonna talk about Misty anymore, but my ancestors told me she was gay. I think they've said it before. They said she had the hots for me. And I didn't reciprocate. So, she turned on the abuse at maximum level. They've said this before. Only this time I truly heard it.
7 I need a comfortable couch. One of those boneless ones! And a pretty new kitchen table and chairs. And that's it. The G said I made a vow. I must stand on it. I want a pretty apartment. I'm a princess. No more ugliness around me. Bye girl. I want beautiful surroundings. I really do.
December 12, 2025 at 9:23 AM
7 I need a comfortable couch. One of those boneless ones! And a pretty new kitchen table and chairs. And that's it. The G said I made a vow. I must stand on it. I want a pretty apartment. I'm a princess. No more ugliness around me. Bye girl. I want beautiful surroundings. I really do.
6. The past belongs to God. The past belongs to God. The past belongs to God. The past belongs to God. Happy Holy Day Blue. So glad to share consecration with you. ..I want new furniture. But I made a vow not to spend money on new furniture. The G is holding me to it. This sucks big time.
December 12, 2025 at 9:20 AM
6. The past belongs to God. The past belongs to God. The past belongs to God. The past belongs to God. Happy Holy Day Blue. So glad to share consecration with you. ..I want new furniture. But I made a vow not to spend money on new furniture. The G is holding me to it. This sucks big time.
5. He is like a cat. A demon who has been given mercy and redemption. He is kind, compassionate, generous and loving. Also hard working." True. Should I get him a cat? "You will." He loves cats. He misses Askari. "Askari moved on. The woman had poisoned him anyway. Evil rubs off. He's moved on."
December 12, 2025 at 9:18 AM
5. He is like a cat. A demon who has been given mercy and redemption. He is kind, compassionate, generous and loving. Also hard working." True. Should I get him a cat? "You will." He loves cats. He misses Askari. "Askari moved on. The woman had poisoned him anyway. Evil rubs off. He's moved on."