godsaispleens.bsky.social
@godsaispleens.bsky.social
Beat Saber player for the win! Follow my YT channel https://m.youtube.com/@GodsaiSpleens
Every day I think to myself, ‘I need to post another video’.

And every day, I neglect it.

Honestly, my full time job tires me out. I’m taking next week off so hopefully I’ll make enough videos to release weekly and be guilt free for a while.
June 5, 2025 at 2:48 AM
When I visit Rednote I have to make an effort to not comment on political posts.

Instead I admire attractive men as one would admire fine art, because I tell you what those guys are definitely fine art. 1)
June 1, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Going on another walk with my SO. Started my morning by learning Spanish (Mexico) on Memrise. Had a dream about it when I took a nap, lol
May 31, 2025 at 6:18 PM
Japanese electronic music, according to a coworker, is devil music.

BTW, I was listening to Camellia. I’ll never forget the way he said, “who the hell put this devil music on?!” 🤣
May 30, 2025 at 5:31 PM
Finished my PFP recently. Cute, right? I hope to draw more of her. What should she do next?
May 13, 2025 at 9:43 PM
It was a good time!
May 10, 2025 at 9:35 PM
Gonna go on a hike in the mountains with my SO. I’m also working on making my own PFP. It feels like plagiarism using a Google image… I may be no one, but I wanna be my own sort of no one.
May 10, 2025 at 7:07 PM
I just realized that if I had acquired a shiz ton of money I’d use a portion of it to commission Beat Saber mappers to make maps for my favorite songs. “Idk how to map but I have money. Knock yourself out.” 1)
May 8, 2025 at 11:47 AM
I have anger issues. Therefore, other people need to quit pissing me off.

Jk I’m an adult so I need to learn how to manage my anger. The amount it takes to fully calm down is ridiculous.

“I need to calm down. Everything’s fine. I’m an adult.”
May 6, 2025 at 2:57 PM
I went to r/AskWomen to ask a question but I forgot to read the rules and it was deleted by automods (no personal experiences).
I posted it there because I didn’t want men to answer it! F*ck. Why am I so angry lately??
May 3, 2025 at 1:21 PM
I don’t want to wake up again. Today was emotionally hard, and it’s even harder to find a new job paying $20 or more at my current skill set and abilities. I want to be a good person. I’m not. It sucks and it’s my fault. 😞
May 2, 2025 at 5:52 AM
I felt an unwarranted amount of anger when my partner VEHEMENTLY INSISTED on making my tuna sandwich a melt. He’s been bothering me about this for ages; I’m SO MAD 🤣
April 30, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I’ve damaged every irl friendship I’ve ever had. Idk why I can’t give up. I wish I could just focus on work and forget about “friendship”. I belong no where. I am no one. And I’m starving myself to lose weight, putting on makeup to look prettier. Why can’t I give up?
April 25, 2025 at 2:51 AM
I don’t “belong” anywhere. Can’t make or keep friends. I just suck sometimes.
April 23, 2025 at 8:38 PM
A week or two ago, after a doctor’s appt telling me I have high blood pressure n stuff, I thought to myself, “it’s time to lose weight”. Starting at 190, hope to be 140 in a few months :)
April 23, 2025 at 6:04 PM
I’m not famous. Gives me lots of room to say whatever within reason
April 23, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Beat Saber Official posted a New Year Challenge on their Insta, so obviously I had to do it. Finally posting videos on my YT channel again 😅
January 4, 2025 at 7:32 AM
Being sick is a pain. I’ve been sick so many times this year, have mercy!
December 29, 2024 at 11:47 PM
Talked to my therapist yesterday. Guess I’m not the only one anxious about the new US prez…
November 15, 2024 at 3:54 AM