blei
@goatemotions.bsky.social
this account will basically be vents, a place to post stuff to help me cope. there is never any obligation to interact.
topics may be heavy; this is not a fun account.
topics may be heavy; this is not a fun account.
this is very effective <3
November 20, 2024 at 10:29 PM
this is very effective <3
and yet i still blame myself for coming to that conclusion
November 16, 2024 at 9:04 PM
and yet i still blame myself for coming to that conclusion
also i suspect i have alexithymia
November 10, 2024 at 9:34 PM
also i suspect i have alexithymia
the people who did this to me believe they've done me a favor
October 26, 2024 at 5:59 PM
the people who did this to me believe they've done me a favor
trying to let myself access what i previously deemed as "off limits" is confusing and frustrating, and it feels like suppression has permanently tarnished my ability to feel positive emotions/euphoria. it just doesn't feel fair. i dont know if that damage can be undone.
October 26, 2024 at 5:44 PM
trying to let myself access what i previously deemed as "off limits" is confusing and frustrating, and it feels like suppression has permanently tarnished my ability to feel positive emotions/euphoria. it just doesn't feel fair. i dont know if that damage can be undone.