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But for the first time, she wanted to be something more than a weapon. Was there truly much difference between a monster who killed to feel, a killer who refused to feel? The Inner Beast still raged within her, but she knew there had to be a better path, and that she had to find it.

Amid the ruins, she shed her first ever tears for her kinsmen. For the victims, the murderers, the ones she'd hunted. Holding back her emotions had made her an effective killing machine, one who now all of Eorzea looked to, dubbed the Warrior of Light.

She received her answer when the war forced her return, and she returned to ruins. Qerel Iloh was in ruins, sacked by the exiled kinsmen who had butchered their own clan in retribution. Monsters who Cirice had not been there to hunt.

It was early in her time in Eorzea when a new voice joined the grim choir of sinners: her mother's voice now beseeched violence alongside the others, louder than the rest. It made her wish to never return home, never know if the new voice was psychosis or if her mother had succumbed to her beast.

Life on the Azim Steppe became loneliness, but Cirice lacked the emotional understanding to even understand the concept. She only knew there was an emptiness in her, and when she came of age, she left her tribe hoping to find something to fill it, plying her trade as an adventurer.

Becoming one of the tribe's best hunters did nothing to give her a sense of place; she had no attachment to her tribesmen, for if one succumbed to the Beast and turned their weapons to their kin, it was Cirice who would track them down and avenge that. She was a weapon kept isolated from her people.

Archery demands control. Precision. Calm. Cirice learned to kill from a distance, cold and calculating, learned to suppress her emotions to better control the Beast. Her feelings turned numb and she learned to move without passion. An efficient killing machine who took no joy in her slaughter.