those body butters are unlike anything i have purchased mass market ... the scents don't irritate my sensitive nose and it just melts into your skin without any greasiness

i know i can disappear my content with a ton of lists and whatnot but it would be nice to just set the account to private and not have to think abt it

All in all, I can't imagine not having fandom as a coping mechanism and a safe space as a teenager. Despite the many online friendships that didn't survive the test of time, I'd still say that.

I've been in therapy for a lot of this stuff lately. I didn't realize I had such bad abandonment issues as a result of fandom friends tapping out on me because they couldn't handle me being a survivor but I really did.

If I put myself in those friends' shoes, I know that I would feel very helpless and frustrated that my friend is going through this horrible shit day in day out. I had many folks tap out on me and ice me out which was its own trauma.

i watch videos of african cuisines all the time and i really wanna know what fufu tastes like

i know the world is difficult these days. but ,,,, i want a little bubble of joy and i am gonna try my best to make it

i just feel like every step of the way in my life so far, i never had the luxury to really look out for myself. i want to change that this year and find peace and positivity.

idt ill change who i am because i am a soft-spoken person by default irl. but i have been developing coping strategies and resilience for some of the tougher situations that have been thrown at me especially post-pandemic at work

in 3 weeks, i will be commencing year 11 of being in the classroom. i hope all the work i have been doing on myself in therapy will help.

i never realized how much i would talk/rant abt everyone and when my therapist pointed out that i barely talk abt myself it was extremely uncomfortable

i haven't gotten this far before and it's been enlightening because i have to talk abt hard things and i am getting a very different perspective

I took a video so you can see just how vibrant the cards are, especially with the matte black edges 🔥