I find it interesting to find a fellow zeux type.

True. Domain expansion but with intent? I dunno it all slipped away.

It snapped massively into place like when I put it together. It's literally like... I literally discovered it after surgery on my own because of course certain people do that. I just... Hm.

I dunno the whole gizzverse clicked just now.

But it's even more stomach churning to think of myself as being so mentally cucked as to mar a lago myself and like it. At least with sissy porn we understand it as sexual. MAGA is cucked right in the soul.

Like while I can admit that my vision of myself is going to be heavily influenced by cultural beauty standards and that's just existing in this context I find it viscerally horrifying to do that for someone else. Like for me having to change my body to please everyone is traumatic right?

It's weird and grotesque to my transsexual ass because like for me the goal is always authenticity. You want to express yourself and become a truer version of yourself. But for them it's about hierarchy. Literally shaping yourself into someone else's ideal and giving your flesh as tribute.

MAGA women look like the most exaggerated stereotype of the kind of women that old men like Trump like. They look like the kinds of women they liked twenty years in their prime. As long as you squint but they can't see and are too vain for glasses so it's fine.

This is not a drag on drag queens either but like they know it's a performance. Being a clown is cool. I love clowns, I love constructed performative personas. Drag, clowns, furries, wrestling it's all the same thing. But being a performative persona that doesn't realize it's doing it... Less cool.