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he specifically wants to plan it so you can attend so keep touch

we might be doing a bllk meet-up so lmk

but are you cosplaying reo

vervain/valerian root can help and i had some gummies that did pretty well too and there's no shame in needing a little bit of chemical aid, just please take care of yourself and don't rely on entering survival mode to fix an acute issue now

there are some supplements that can help in my exp for sleep but if you need to talk through some stuff lmk, knowing the source is the first step to finding a strategy that doesn't involve the tightrope over oblivion and you're already there

gently bullies you from afar to take care of yourself and not push yourself into a worse position by relying on your body's breaking point to arrive before your mind's

okay then yeah similar but without the shaking specifically, it just becomes kinda loathsome lmao

i don't shake but i do generally just pass off a link to a couple people and hit post bc looking at it/reading it again would prevent me from ever doing so, so idk might be a way of getting around it but ymmv

also knsr mentioned isagi teaming with sae so they all blame him for everything too and would gladly destroy his ass if he's on real lmao

the other parallel is the sae/rin scene, which i think has the potential to then play out as kaiser going to madrid and pairing up with sae, ness becoming rin's mid instead bc bllk will give him his own ego (lmao), then the two of them going after their former 'only him' partners at the end

see, i think that's the top-level read intended, but i think it's the reverse as far as which of them is more unstable/dangerous. like i said in a diff comment, they haven't reminded us about ness's true nature in a while and i think the niko panel is the last red herring before our sweet boy freaks

i mean this as in 'with a knife', ftr

a fistfight would be good but showing up after lights-out would be even better

i'm literally living for the yandere meltdown that's brewing and i'm equally happy for it to be against isagi or kaiser, bc both are valid and good lmao

i think the niko panel is the last red herring before he freaks out. knsr seeded him as being a sweet, polite boy, then showed that he was actually a little bitch and scheming af, then the near-break over isagi, then the delusional background with kaiser, like we have 'forgotten' how he really is

oh, 100%. i do a ton of science comms stuff for funzies and the wonder ness considers 'magic' exists in those moments. i had a physics prof that was like that, just total enchantment, made mistakes and wanted to see what happened anyway, he was why i finally enjoyed science/math. git gud.

purple shampoo bc i'm worth it now (and don't know the mineral content of my water here and need it to not make things Weird)

oh you're close, that shouldn't be an issue! our group might have a whole spare room still for katsu but this is pretty last minute and it's not cheap unless you could fill said room in the next couple weeks, but i can see if we have it/could transfer if that was the only barrier