Unity and some dignity, go pick up a pencil

But better in every way, I'll never be good enough, I've tried every single thing but I can't improve let alone learn anything.

I just wish I could fucking die and be forgotten about.

I can't even draw..I can't use my old models anymore, I can't do fucking anything, I'm useless, a liability. All I'm good for is to be forgotten and thrown away. I regret ever touching art as a medium because I'm a prime example of a failure, a joke to art itself, everyone has done what I've done

frightening to think there's a series of choices you can make to turn yourself into this dead-inside husk