Needless to say, I had previously been holding onto some "naughty" blackmail that I had of my chosen brother in law. Something that I had in my pocket for years. Because he was my first love/supply that I couldn't have fully.

I blamed his drug use. The drugs that I encouraged him to take. The ones that I encouraged him to have his psych up. I had already started a smear campaign months prior about how he was a drug addict. Not telling anyone that I was a porn addict and couldn't manage my diabetes because my sugarintake

So after he started calling me out for not working, and not producing anything, as well as fully neglecting him and his wants, needs, dreams and goals, I had to run away like the scared little piggy that I am

At a certain point, my shame of failures had become too much. My husband was asking too many questions because I had been biting the hand that fed me for too long.

Once upon a time, I left my husband because I was unwillng to actually work a real job. My husband had been working 6yrs 60-80hr weeks while I "developed" failed project after failed project. He wanted to do onlyfanz but I wouldn't let him.

I'd like to tell you all a story about how I thought I would teach my husband a lesson. It's a gruesome tale. Let me tell you, just how shallow I can be!

I guess I'll just have to show the world my full body since my husband won't appreciate it.... oh wait... that's not the case at all... is it... #BitterBitch #FAFO #CallMe #DontBeAPussy #ShameIsYourName

Maybe I should call my husband before he does something irrational... but who am I to judge on what "irrational" truly is. #FAFO #YOLO #CovertNarcLover #FU214 #CallMe #DontBeAPussy