you should stay tuned for this week

..yea?

Not saying the guy just that I saw a guy

But then if I stop streaming as frequently but I also take more time on videos my growth STOPS and I freak out even worse. It's a losing battle.
I wish I never saw that guy copy me and Uhyeah and get more attention than our videos did. That started this spiral I've been on for months...

I feel like I'd have to private every stream, too, to try to fix the algorithmic damage because it counts all of them as videos.
Streaming stresses me out enough with how much time out of the day it takes. I might stop doing it so frequently after Halloween ends. but what do I do with the VODs...?

I don't want to stop livestreaming.. but if I move to only Twitch or a second channel, lots of people won't bother to watch anymore, and that's even worse for my motivation!!
What do I do?? I'm sick of spending weeks polishing a video to be as charming as it can be only for it to underperform.

ate them

I think he's been fine with them lately. You should be fine! Good luck!!

heh... I will..

Oh my friend is into that!

insert 5 unwanted follow-up emails

yes

I can probably make minor edits to the head, but nothin too serious, I don't know the first thing about Not Breaking It